And he has to take his medicine every day, or his depression will get out of hand. At school, he is the weird, chubby loner, who falls victim to his classmates' jokes. He loves Star Trek and The Lord of the Rings but not as much as he loves his 8-year-old sister Laleh. Sometimes life is ugly and beautiful at the same time, and Adib Khorram wonderfully captured this feeling.ĭarius has an American father (though I did have a feeling that there might be some German roots) and a Persian mother. More in the silent and nostalgic way of Benjamin Alire Sáenz. At least not in the tragic and heartbreaking way that Adam Silvera is known for. They were impatiently waiting to be released, and during the last chapters of the book, the dam broke, and I was a complete and utter mess. The tension started building up and I could feel the tears pricking my eyes. When I started this book, I knew that I would get emotional.

It made me sad and happy and also very hungry. I have so many good things to say about it that I need to gather my thoughts before I can write a coherent review. 'Suicide isn't the only way you can lose someone to depression.'ĭarius the Great Is Not Okay and neither am I. When it's time to go home to America, he'll have to find a way to be Darioush on his own. Sohrab calls him Darioush-the original Persian version of his name-and Darius has never felt more like himself than he does now that he's Darioush to Sohrab. Darius has never had a true friend before, but now he's spending his days with Sohrab playing soccer, eating rosewater ice cream, and sitting together for hours in their special place, a rooftop overlooking the Yazdi skyline. And he understands that sometimes, best friends don't have to talk.

He gets Darius an Iranian National Football Team jersey that makes him feel like a True Persian for the first time. Sohrab makes sure people speak English so Darius can understand what's going on. And he meets Sohrab, the boy next door who changes everything. In Iran, he gets to know his ailing but still formidable grandfather, his loving grandmother, and the rest of his mom's family for the first time. He's about to take his first-ever trip to Iran, and it's pretty overwhelming-especially when he's also dealing with clinical depression, a disapproving dad, and a chronically anemic social life. Darius doesn't think he'll ever be enough, in America or in Iran.ĭarius Kellner speaks better Klingon than Farsi, and he knows more about Hobbit social cues than Persian ones.

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